Welcome to Spirit Brat

This part of my story begins after Chapter 20 of the Spirit Brat podcast stories. Had I not had those mystical encounters, I do not know if I would have survived the following events: a relationship with a monster of a human being.

They taught him special warfare, and he used it to control women.

If you’ve ever questioned your own memory, silenced yourself to stay safe, or wondered how terror exploits love and empathy- you might relate to this story.

The first phase of this blog details what I thought was the beginning of a relationship but was actually the launch of a psychological operation run by a special forces veteran with a festering ego and a drug problem. Much of the abuse was documented- especially after he began blackmailing me. So where I can, I’ll include videos, images, and audio.

Names and some details are changed for privacy and safety.

I’ve been brainwashed, blackmailed, beaten, drugged, coerced, raped. It’s a lot to handle. I’ve felt angry, bitter, resentful, desperate. I’ve been full of grief, shame, humiliation, and disbelief. One of the hardest parts is how surreal it all sounds. I never imagined this could happen to me, or that anyone would do it at all.

This is how I’ve processed and put together what’s gone on. This is not for the sensitive or faint of heart. Every post is raw and requires multiple trigger warnings. Domestic violence, sexual abuse, coercion, physical abuse, child abuse, drug abuse and religious abuse. This is really for those who enjoy true crime, “the tea” or are studying psychopathy, drug abuse, and/or dissociation. This is the story of Spirit Brexit, a slow path to waking up to coercive abuse, and surviving an atrocious man.

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